a Momentary Lapse...

The Division Bell
  Cluster One
 
What do you want from me
 
As you look around this room tonight
Settle in your seat and dim the lights
Do you want my blood, do you want my tears
What do you want
What do you want from me
Should I sing until I can't sing any more
Play these strings until my fingers are raw
You're so hard to please
What do you want from me
 
Do you think that I know something you don't know
What do you want from me
If I don't promise you the answers would you go
What do you want from me
Should I stand out in the rain
Do you want me to take a daisy chain for you
I'm not the one you need
 
What do you want from me
 
You can have anything you want
You can drift, you can dream, even walk on water
Anything you want
 
You can own everything you see
Sell your soul for complete control
Is that really what you need
 
You can lose yourself this night
See inside there is nothing to hide
Turn and face the light
What do you want from me
 
 
Poles Apart
 
Did you know... it was all going to go so wrong for you
And did you see it was all going to be so right for me
Why did we tell you then
You were always the golden boy then
And that you¹d never lose that light in your eyes
 
Hey you... did you ever realize what you'd become
And did you see that it wasn't only me
you were running from
Did you know all the time but it never
bothered you anyway
Leading the blind while I stared out the steel
in your eyes
 
The rain fell slow, down on all the roofs of uncertainty
I thought of you and the years and all the
sadness fell away from me
And did you know...
 
I never thought that you'd lose that light in your eyes
 
 
Marooned
 
A great day for freedom
 
On the day the wall came down
They threw the locks onto the ground
And with glasses high we raised a cry for
freedom had arrived
 
Out the day the wall came down
The ship of fools had just all aground
Promise up the night like paper doves in flight
 
I dreamed you had left my side
Nawarinth, not even pride remained
And even though you needed me
It was clear that I could not do a thing for you
 
Now life devalues day by day
As friends and neighbours turn away
And there's a change that, even with regret,
cannot be undone
 
Now frontiers shift like desert sands
While nations wash their bloodied hands
Of loyalty, of history in shades of gray
 
I woke to the sound of drums
The music played, the morning sun streamed in
I turned and I looked at you
And all but the bitter residue slipped
away...slipped away
 
 
Wearing the inside out
 
From morning to night I stayed out of sight
Didn't recognize I'd become
No more than alive I'd barely survive
In a word...overrun
 
Won't hear a sound
From my mouth
I've spent too long
On the inside out
My skin is cold
To the human touch
This bleeding heart's
Not beating much
 
I murmured a vow of silence and now
I don't even hear when I think aloud
Extinguished by light I turn on the night
Wear its darkness with an empty smile
 
I'm creeping back to life
my nervous system all awry
I'm wearing the inside out
 
Look at him now
He's paler somehow
But he's coming round
he's starting to choke
It's been so long since he spoke
Well he can have the words right from my mouth
 
And with these words I can see
Clear trough the clouds that covered me
Just give it time then speak my name
Now we can hear ourselves again
 
I'm holding out
For the day
When all the clouds
Have blown away
I'm with you now
Can speak your name
Now we can hear
Ourselves again
 
 
Take it back
 
He love rains down on me easy as the breeze
I listen to her breathing it sounds like the waves on the sea
I was thinking all about her, burning with rage and desire
We were spinning into darkness; the earth was on fire
 
She could take it back, she might take it back some day
 
So I spy on her, I lie to her, I make promises I cannot keep
Then I hear her laughter rising, rising from the deep
And I make her prove her love for me,
I take all that I can take
And I push her to the limit to see if she will break
 
She might take it back, she could take it back some day
 
Now I heave seen the warnings, screaming from all sides
It's easy to ignore them and G-d knows I've tried
All of this temptation, it turned my faith to lies
Until I couldn't see the danger or hear the rising tide
 
She can take it back, she will take it back some day
 
She can take it back, she will take it back some day
 
She can take it back, she will take it back some day
 
 
 
Coming back to life
 
Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun
 
Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and the seeds of
change were planted
 
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime
I took a heavenly ride through one silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life
 
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight... into the shining sun
 
 
Keep Talking
 
For millions of years mankind lived just like animals
Then something happened which
unleashed the power of our imagination
We learned to talk
 
There's a silence surrounding me
I can't seem to think straight
I'LL sit in the corner
No one can bother me
I think I should speak now
My words won't come out right
I feel like I'm drowning
I'm feeling week now
But I can't show my weakness
I sometimes wonder
Where do we go from me
 
It doesn't have to be like this
All we need to do is make sure we keep talking
 
Why won't you talk to me
You never talk to me
What are you thinking
What are you feeling
Why won't you talk to me
You never talk to me
What are you thinking
Where do we go from here
 
It doesn't have to be like this
All we need to do is make sure we keep talking
 
Why won't you talk to me
You never talk to me
What are you thinking
What are you feeling
Why won't you talk to me
You never talk to me
What are you thinking
What are you feeling
 
I feel like I'm drowning
You know I can't breathe now
We're going nowhere
We're going nowhere
 
 
Lost for words
 
I was spending my time in the doldrums
I was caught in a cauldron of hate
I felt persecuted and paralyzed
I thought that everything else would just wait
 
While you are wasting your time on your enemies
Engulfed in a fever of spite
Beyond your tunnel vision reality fades
Like shadows into the night
 
To martyr yourself to caution
Is not going to help at all
because there'll be no safety in numbers
When the right one walks out of the door
 
Can you see your days blighted by darkness?
Is it true you beat your fists on the floor?
Stuck in a world of isolation
While the ivy grows over the door
 
So I open my door to my enemies
And I ask could we wipe the slate clean
But they tell me to please go fuck myself
You know you just can't win
 
 
High Hopes
 
Beyond the horizon of the place we lived
when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begun
 
Along the long road and on down the causeway
Do they still meet there by the cut
 
There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to
tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay
 
The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The night of wonder
 
Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide
 
At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world
 
Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times
 
The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river
Forever and ever
 

 

 


  


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